My mother seems like a narcissist and obviously doesn’t care how I feel. She doesn’t know how to understand me and gets offended or defensive whenever I try to tell her she’s making me upset, she will try to guilt trip me by saying how she buys me things and how my dad puts money into my account. I genuinely do care about others, I just can’t show my feelings at all. I’ve been thinking of suicide lately but it hurts me to even leave my boyfriend and friends behind. I don’t know whats to do. I’m just fourteen years old; a teenager who doesn’t deserve this. I know I spent a lot everyday on my account and that’s all on my fault, but she didn’t need to go that far. She hits me on the arm sometimes yet she keeps claiming she never hurts me or dares to lay a finger on me. I’m so stressed out.