None of my clothes look good. I look so ugly and pathetic. I'm not pretty like any of the other girls. And I don't have the great exciting personality like them either. I'm depressed and I bring the mood down. I don't have no one to talk to. I just feel so ugly. And I wish a guy would talk dirty to me again. And want md sexually. But I haven't been able to get out of my room and be somebody. And if I could then I would only hope to find someone that actually loves or friendship. But no one will ever love me cuz I'm so me. So disgusting. And no friends ever choose me