Please do not judge me for this, I know how wrong this is. I find myself interacting with bad spaces on the internet, specifically the bad part of the TCC. I do not know why I am doing this as I have always been against these type of communities and such, I think it might be because it gives me a sort of dopamine boost, I really don't know how to explain. I have tried to distance myself from these sorts of things multiple times and it never works, I always feel an intense amount of guilt after interacting with this community and yet I can't stop. I'm scared of what type of person it could possibly turn me into. I am way too scared to seek help for this issue because I don't want people thinking I'm a threat (I am NOT.) or that I glorify real criminals, because I don't. This is such a stupid issue but I just need to see if anyone could possibly help or give advice on how to stop this.