i cant take this, im so lonely and always have been, and in the rare occurence that i do get a friend, they always leave me. nobody wants to talk to me, its like i did something so wrong. i dont get it! when it comes to my sister, suddenly everyone wants a friend! its so painful, she has so many friends, and i dont. we make the same kind of posts, and she gets so many friends, while im lucky to get a creep! I dont know how much more of this can take! shes so much better than me in everyway, academics, games, fashion, and even looks! its so tiring seeing her with all her friends as they conpliment her entire existence and how "cool" she is! what about me!? why does no one notice me? i dont know what i did to deserve this, its getting so hard to continue living, everyday i get more and more hopeless. it seems like taking the easy way out might be the best idea, im just a disgrace to humanity. everyone is way better than me anyway, ill just kill myself then, no one wants me around anyway.