I'm so tired. I just want an afternoon where no one needs something from me. I go through hell for your sake. I've given everything I have when I already didn't want to because I had to for my family. I'm not asking for the world, just an evening. Just one night where no one's complaining at me. No one's asking me to comfort them. No one's telling me how xyz pisses them off. Please just.. just tonight. I know it's selfish. I know I was away for a couple days and apparently everything falls apart if I don't handle it myself. But please. Just one night where I don't need to hold everyones weight. I don't even want anyonento hold me up. Just don't add to my pack. That's all I want... Just let me hold just my own bag for one night? I'm sorry that it's too much to ask apparently. I HATE saying no to people, especially those I love. But I cannot hold more tonight. I cannot give from an empty cup. I cannot lift with fatigued muscles. Just give me till sun up..