i love my parents so much but idk y i shut them out of my life and act rudely to them. i always feel extremely guilty right after bc ik it’s wrong but it just happens. i act like i’m annoyed whenever they try to talk to me but when it’s other ppl it’s doesn’t bother me. idk what’s wrong me. i wish i was a better daughter to them and i feel sorry they have to have someone like me in their life. sometimes i think about whether they regret having me compared to my brother bc he’s a better person.
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