idk y but i always feel so insecure about myself whether it’s about my looks, my intelligence, or how well i perform my hobbies. the ppl around always look at me like im crazy and dismiss my feeling when i voice my frustration about these things. i feel so dumb compared to the ppl around me whenever i struggle so hearing ppl say those things makes me feel like maybe i am actually crazy. i hate the way i look whenever i look into the mirror but my friends tell me im pretty whenever i say i feel ugly. then again isn’t that what friends r supposed to say? i mean what kind of friend would tell u ur ugly to ur face? i wish i could be the person i want to be but no matter how hard i try, it never works. i always feel so guilty about myself and how this kind set but can u blame me? ik there’s always gonna be someone better than me, prettier than me, smarter than me; yet i still can’t accept the person i am. bc of this i end up shutting ppl out of my life when things get hard and act rudely