I know how my husband feels now. I want best the love into this fucker so hard they HAVE to listen to me. If you hate yourself so much, then why do you think YOUR opinion of yourself is so correct? It's exhausting but not in the "I don't wanna be your friend way" but in the "fuck it, I'll put a collar on you if it'll make you fucking love yourself already dude" Which probably isn't the normal answer But I'm burnt out and god I wish I could just.. force people to see what I see sometimes.