What's something you have to deal with regularly that nobody else seems to understand? So from a young age I've always been the "smart one" or "gifted" and the amount of pressure that I feel is insane. I remember one time I was scared for this math test and I got home and showed my mom that I did good and I was really happy about it and she said "dont you always do good though?" LIKE?!? I genuinely dont think she understands how much pressure I'm under to have straight A's. In 6th grade I rember I got my first B and almost had a panic attack in class. Because if I'm not smart, then I'm useless.