i hate being trans i feel like a 55 years old weird man pretending to be a girl online for attention i feel like i am lying to my friends, they probably think i am a pretty girl but i am just this ugly thing (they dont know i am trans) i dont think i can come out , everyone in my family is homophobic especially my dad, i dont hate him but i am scared of him There is more empathy for the dead than for the living if i do that, i know they would accept me just because what i did but if i came out being alive they would hate me (English not my main btw sorry)
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