I have arfid. It’s an eating disorder that’s not related to body image but more so like taste, texture, smell, shape, color etc. now to sum it up it’s basically extreme picky eating but not JUST that yk? Anyway I really hate having it, it makes me feel disrespectful and make me wanna stay inside when I have to go over (for example) a friends house and I get to eat there. I already know I’m screwed but again I wanna be respectful and just eat it. um I went over to my Mexican friends house for her bday, her mom made I think pork/chicken? I can’t remember but what’s crazy is a like both, maybe it was something different but it was paired with rice and a tortilla, I like rice and tortillas too but I ate some and gagged because I didn’t like it but again, I didn’t wanna be disrespectful and not eat what I’m given. She also gave us some chicharrones and I didn’t like it, deadass it makes me hate myself sometimes like damn it’s not even that hard it’s not even that serious bruh