i'm so fucking tired of just trying. tired of barely making it through the day just to do the same shit all over again the next day. i'm so fucking tired of hearing "it gets better!!" NO. NO IT FUCKING DOES NOT. IT HAS BEEN 3 YEARS. please please please I just want someone to notice that I want to kill myself please please please. I want to overdose so so bad please someone just kill me already I hope tomorrow I die in a car crash and no one remembers me please someone take my life before I do it myself I tried to hang myself once. I was going to use a hanger and an old jacket but I ended up just standing in my closet and crying i've self-harmed too. only once though. just a small cut with scissors. it felt so so good i'm tired of pretending to be christian and straight. sadly, my parents are homophobic as shit and hate anyone who isn't christian PLEASE SOMEONE KILL ME I DON'T WANNA BE HERE ANYMORE SOMEONE HELP PLEASE I CAN'T FUCKING DO IT ANYMORE I QUIT I GIVE UP PLEASE HELP ME