i keep on hearing that I need friends, but I'm tired of people. They let me down over and over again. Or maybe its my fault? Either way, I don't mesh with other people, it's causing more grief than it's worth. I got invited to a party last month; they ghosted me and didn't give me the info to come. I got invited to come to movie yesterday; they didn't show up and I had to watch the movie by myself. People ignore me when I talk to them and are just flat out rude to me. I'm just tired of it. I'd rather just deal with a little bit of loneliness rather than be deserted and disrespected over and over again.