Update on: post 3812 I still feel like this, it's gotten better but I still feel it on bad days I don't experience attraction I think or struggle with it which has made me fear I am what I said in the post, I think I had a porn addiction growing up.. because I was exposed to NSFW at 11-12 and sort of fell down that rabbit hole. It's better now I'm not trying to "fix" my asexuality at least haha...