pov: doing good but still feeling shit because you didnt do 'good enough' but you know that you will never be 'good enough' so you just act happy so that you dont hurt other people who didnt do as well as you and acting happy when people say 'oh you did so good' and sit there thinking that you are shit and that everyone hates you because you are not 'good enough' and then getting 100 on a test after and still feeling shit because you think its only a one time thing and that you will never do this good in other subjects and or when it really matters... -f.g