This breakup feels like its breaking me I feel so, so lost, I've been sad and angry, angry at the universe i guess. This has been making me question my beliefs and how much of it i trust anymore. Im so tired. I feel like i cant believe in anything now, i feel like i cant even believe in my own future. I dont even want to think about the idea of meeting someone else, the idea that he was just temporary. I miss him so bad. I've tried so hard to get myself to believe my future will be great, but now i just feel more stuck and lost than ever.