I feel so lost. Trying to do what I can. Trying to fit into whatever is acceptable vs what is me. I don't feel anything. I don't want to do anything. I am the only one trying. I feel lost, trying to navigate rejection, coldness, and lack of connection. I don't know why we're together. He claims he loves me. Would someone that loves me be impatient with me and not want me to be me? Why be together if I have to only meet specific check boxes?
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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