My gf is in so much emotional pain im scared she might khs. I am also on that edge i cant bring myself to say anymore but im falling apart. I got into a double-honors class and now i can only think to myself of how stupid i’ve become. Even if everyone says im a genuis i feel so stupid… I can’t keep up with this class I can’t keep fighting I can’t keep being reminded of my lack of freedom and freewill because im a minor. I have a very criticizing and emotionally neglecting family and im so tired… I can’t everything is too much I keep thinking about kms. But I don’t wanna die… I just wanted to be happy but instead i live in a household where i don’t have the right of freedom and i live like a dog school, home, school home or if not, chores, chores, sleep, chores chores, sleep. I am giving up. And i cant afford to bring anyone down because i’ve been a nuisance for too long a huge pain.