I'm so drained I feel angry one day, the next nothing, the next sad, the next happy it's so tiring and all I do to my parents is apparently sit on my ass it's so annoying I'm trying I really am I promise I'm so sorry can they please stop blaming me? I always lose people. 3 times I have lost a friend group. 1st time, manipulated, 2nd time manipulated and spreader rumours about me, 3rd time, they stole them from me. Why is it always me. I sh. I need a better blade.