I just failed a major exam. My scholarship depends on that exam. My family won't be able to afford tuition without it. We will probably have to borrow some money to our relatives.... I feel bad for my mom. She deserves a better daughter. I am physically shaking earlier when I received the news, its probably the first time I failed this badly. I don't know how to tell my mom. I can't get a job since my mom doesn't want me to. I also know I won't be able to handle being a working student. I'm not good at anything too.... They won't probably even check my resume. I wish I was smart and rich.