Putang Ina! I feel like I have always been truly alone. I never felt like I was liked except for my Grade 4 teacher Ms. Aquilizan. My parents hate me, hate me being around. Like I repulse them with me just being there. They care about me and provide shelter and food and take care of me. Maybe they care about me or love me? But they don't like me. They hate me. They don't like hearing me talk or asking questions. So I just stop showing them that I am ever happy because I feel like deep inside they do not like seeing me happy and at peace.