I smoke a lot and when I'm sober I notice how much I hate my life, I always catch my myself thinking back to when I was happy, like when I was in a relationship, I had friends, I didn't always have extreme anxiety when someones I don't know talks to me. Now I only talk to like 3-4 friends out of like 12 I had, not a lot but I was happy. I always feel like shit and I wanna throw up every morning b4 school. I just wish I had someone to love and my life didn't suck as much as it does.
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