i wanna be a person for one fucking day. one day is all i'm asking anyone in the world. i wanna be a person and i want to be a person that's loved. i want to talk to people without worrying that i'm being awful and evil and bigoted and i want to be embarrassed without thinking about it for the entire day. i want to be able to feel negative emotions without being scared to say it. i want to be able to vent without having to make an entirely separate blog because i'm scared people will see it and get scared or worried for me. i want the people i live with to respect me and what i ask them to do. i don't want to come home to see my door or my window open when i've made more signs on my door than the amount of fingers on my hand telling them that i don't want them coming inside my room. i don't want to come home to my shit broken. i don't want to hear my parents shittalk me when i'm in the same room as them, even when my headphones are on. (1/2) — kz