hello everyone. I’m a 16 yo girl and throughout these past year, i have felt an inexplicable and immense wash of sadness over my daily life. i am in a constant state of derealisation and it feels like i am just drowning in a pool of pure misery. i have a full family and plenty of friends and it just feels like there isn’t a reason for me to be sad???? i am really confused and overwhelmed with how sad i am and how i feel about life and i have genuinely never felt so vulnerable and lost. it’s like i want to run away so far that even memories of me are forgetten. i want to tell my brother i want a therapist but im too scared to tell anyone because they will think that i don’t need it. but i really want someone to rely on and i just need some help :(