Rant #1757

So, I'm a young lesbian in a extremely religious and traditional house.. Today I accidentally told my 4 year old brother that I'm gay, it just escaped, and then my anxiety got me.. Like, my parents know I'm gay but they don't support me.. And if they found out? I was scared.. My brother told them and my father began shouting at me, acting like I was a mistake and now I'm manipulating my brother to be a failure like me..