I feel increasingly stupid. It seems that every time I try to study or learn something, it becomes an impossible mission. No matter how hard I try or how many hours I spend studying, I can't understand. This irritates me so much that sometimes I end up taking this anger out on myself. I hate this and I hate myself for being so stupid. I can't understand it; there are people who don't even study and simply learn, that's not fair. I want to learn, but I can't. I've tried studying for hours, but the words start to get jumbled and I can't concentrate anymore. My head hurts and all of this leaves me so exhausted that I wish I'd never been born. These are stupid feelings from a stupid person. I hate It. >:P
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