Rant #17500

so i'm on a zero hour contract. Work is shit, hardly get any hours, like 3 shifts a week. Looking for a new job but every job i find it's way out where i live. like over an hour on a bus. I don't drive so i have to rely on buses everywhere. I feel like i'm failing at life. I'm in my 30's and i can't drive, can't afford to move out and i suck at my job.