I don't really know what to do anymore I've been feeling really, really low lately. I have almost no motivation, I don't look forward to much, and everything just feels exhausting. I've started wondering if I might be depressed. Sometimes it gets to the point where I feel like I don't want to be here anymore. I hate admitting that, because part of me still wants things to get better, I just don't know how to get from where I am now to feeling okay again. I've also struggled with hurting myself before, and recently I got scared that I might do it again. I moved away from anything I could use to hurt myself, so I'm okay right now, but I'm still struggling with those thoughts. I don't really need someone to fix me. I think I just need someone to remind me that this feeling isn't permanent, that I'm not a burden, and that there are people who genuinely care.