i’m so so so gay but i’m scared to tell anyone. i don’t know why like a lot of my friends are very accepting and my parents are too, i think it’s just the idea of admitting ti myself that i won’t have the perfect life i imagined with a husband and kids. and my friends have been making jokes about how i’m going to be a lesbian when i go to uni and i’ve been denying it. If i tell them how i feel they are just going to be like i told u so. also what if it’s a phase and i’m attention seeking. like men don’t do anything for me but like i could see myself dating one but women are on a whole other level