now that i’ve been out of school and actually finished traveling and alone with my thoughts everything is too loud. i keep thinking of things that happened to me / around me when i was younger and i haven’t told anyone and it’s been years. but i can’t help but cry everytime and i wish to get therapy but my parents voice just always comes in my head saying “who needs therapy, you don’t need to cry unless you broke a bone” i keep getting thoughts about back then i know what happened wasn’t a normal thing a kid should’ve went through but i don’t how to get help and i just wish i could talk to someone without crying before i can speak