i just feel so ugly and weird. my family comments negatively on my appearance at least once a week or more. they make fun of me because i’m underweight with fast metabolism and i literally cannot gain any weight. they tell me my face looks funny, my nose is big, they tell me i look 12 because i wear baggy clothes, they’ve ruined tight clothes for me. they laugh at my interests, they tell me im weird, they call my hobbies ugly or laugh at my crafts/art. they’ve shattered my self esteem and confidence entirely.