I was in a car accident a few days ago I am fine but it hurts when I move my neck, but I am getting better I feel better but I don't want to. I like the idea of people caring about me, I am not invisible to the ones around me, I am bonding with my mom. My mom is neglectful alcoholic but who is a good woman she has always had a closer bond to my sister she's more feminine than me, for once I get the attention it all about me. I know I shouldn't feel that way saying I want to stay in pain bc I am getting something out of it but I can't get that attention another way but to be in pain.
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