You know I just feel so alone and trying to break free from all these people I don’t want to be around. They love me, it I just don’t want you in my life. For example friends, teachers, that say even after we just graduated that they aren’t “going anywhere” and that irks me a bit because when you graduate high school it’s supposed to be like flipping a new page but I feel I can’t move on with these people still on my life, as an avoidant I just can’t, deal with people constantly messaging me all the time asking random things while I’m t try ing hard to distance myself without getting their feelings hurt. But I guess if I don’t text back what they want to hear they get mad about that too, it’s honestly sad. I don’t know why I always want to be alone I care a lot about others but I just want to be alone you know. But then again I choose to be alone cause I feel like the whole world hates me for idk what maybe cause I’m not the best looking but honesty I don’t know what to do anymore