Stumbled across a tumblr alt that you accidentally sent some posts to me from. I ignored it the first couple times cause I thought it was a mistake, this past week you sent another post by mistake from it. I looked and realized this was your diary. And then i ended up reading all of it. Over a decade of things you never said, my own mistakes , and of others . Now i have no idea what to do . Do i tell you, do i keep it inside and just try to do better. I left work about to burst and wanted to talk to someome and realized I dont have anyone to tell this, I have friends but not the kind whod listen to me and not anyone that id risk your own privacy to tell. I am dying inside now, im hopeless and Its not your fault, but do i come clean because thisll hurt you. You shouldve told me some of this but I get why. Im a mess