I hate myself. I feel like a snake eating its own tail because I keep sabotaging myself. I always had so many opportunities but I back away because I am scared and I don't believe in myself. I really think I am a failure and it makes me feel worse because my mom tries to help me, she encourages me and that makes me even more sad because... I am not good enough to be her daughter. I am not smart enough. I am not pretty enough. I got friends but none of them has same interests as me but I still manage to talk to people but it just hurts... because I still want someone that feels familiar.
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