I'm 14 and live with my grandparents.. my mom lost custody bc she abused us and my dad is a literal pedophile. my step dad is even worse. an asbuser, pred, drug addict. he was recently released from prison for armed robbery. I hate living with my grandparents.. I hate this family. they're abusing me to and it's even harder because there's a favorite child. my uncle is 20 and gets everything he wants. it's been like that since he was a baby..I swear to god it's probably just because he's a boy. They treat us like shit. I met someone online and I think I'm gonna run away soon.. I want to go with him. I trust him and no I'm not one of those stupid kids..he's trying to get us out.. I want to leave.. I hate it here.. and they're excuse is "You're sassy, you're rude, you need to fix your attitude!" I did.. I'm trying so hard to be a good child for you.. and nothing works.. I just want to be free..be let go even.. sometimes I just want God to take me already.. thank you for reading this...💓