an ex of mine keeps coming back. i met her i dont know how many months ago but its been a long time i think and she left me (multiple times) to go back to her ex. we were in a lesbian relationship mind you and her ex is a ma- boy. apparently she loves both him and i and in her attempt to choose she has come and gone so many times, normally lasting a few weeks away and few days back. last time she took over a month to get back to me, and i used that time to heal and get over it, but as soon as she came back the wound came open again. and now shes left again, leaving me bleeding, confused, and without even a paragraph to cry about this time. and now im left wondering if this is it or if she will come back. what makes it all worse is that shes literally everything ive ever wanted, but i guess happiness just wasnt for me. fuck you for leaving me here. but if you come back ill let you right back in... i wish love wasnt a thing