I, am in a school relationship. I like this one girl that i feel is too out my league and is going to heartbreak me. I mean, shes pretty, and she does see me as handsome but i cant see it. And just yesterday she told me “i gotta do smt about my Honers Roll Society” which i wqs .02 FRIXKING POINTS AWAY FROM MAKING IT. is brings me down, shes smarter than me. may not seem that big of a deal, but i pressure myself, i have been this whole school year. and when she came, i thought it was gonna be good. it is but i feel, unloved. first 2 quarters i made “principals list” or whatever. and when i got the “honers roll” which is a level down, i thought i was stupid. I wanted to rip the certificate, keep it hidden, so i didnt get ashamed. and then later, she made the top tiwr 4 classes, all teachers loved her, she was amazing. and i, was an average no speaking introvert. it feels, odd. and het, shes smart in, everything! and i, only mathematics and astronomy. but im not sure how she can love me