Guys I'm not going to lie I just got used and cheated on by the guy who I feel was like the love of my life, i don't understand how he could do this to me. He left me for the girl he has 13 years of history with. As soon as he and that girl got back into contact, whatever me and that guy had going on was over as soon as it started. And to be honest the fact I got this attached makes sense. I was his first everything. So why couldn't he just chose me instantly when it came to having options. If you loved me why was the right option her? He used me for pleasure and now he secured a spot in her life and abandoned as soon as he realized she'd let him stay. he did all of this a day before our first year anniversary. The pain is so much I can't take it. Its too much for my heart. And since he wanted to stay friends, the fact i'm in his life but it will never be like how we used to be before he left me for her.