I just moved in and im 17. and my school is academic and a party school. i feel abnormal i don't have a friend group which everyone seems to already have my social battery dies quick im still disappointed in myself for not getting into a better school even though i go to a top 50 and i know this is some people dream private school it's in a nice area but im not on the main campus everyone ive met in my honor thing program is nice but it's very white and im not meeting as many people who i think i could be friends with and i don't know where else to do that so i'm nervous im 17 so i cant get into bars/clubs and im sitting in my dorm alone and literally everybody is out and i don't have close friends from before college or right now yet so theres no one to talk to except my mom who didn't pick up i know i have time to find people but why do i have to wait when everyone already seems to have people. my image of what college was going to be is dying i dont want this to be like high school.