I see people and shadows that aren't there and hear voices and bodies very and I feel people too dining me who aren't there and I'm scared so so so scared and no one believes me I feel like I'm gong insane and no one will listen or help I can't tell them to leave or run be chase your in mg head and when I close the eyes it like there really there.I just want someone to be live me but no one does and it hurts so much.it doesn't help that my mom called me a asshole earlier and stupid and clumsy and so many other things.the one who is supposed to live me unconditionally has so many conditions and all my friends are fake and I'm with a boy I don't even like and he didn't like me either and I just shana die sometimes and let the shadows and people take me away to there realm where I will no longer be seen or heard.no amount of therapy can fix me I am bound to my pitifully painfull sorrows as I deserve I am horrible and I accept it.I can kill myself because what if I'm stuff with the voices