i got a new kitten recently who was born from a stray and i'm thinking that i might have to let him go. i've been crying so hard because i love him so much and he's so sweet but i'm too fucking depressed to take care of him the way that he needs to be taken care of. he doesn't deserve to have to be with someone who can't get out of bed to play with him or train him. i love him so much i don't want to never see him again but i can barely even take care of myself. i don't know why i thought i'd be able to do this. he's so precious and sweet and he licks my tears when i cry. i fucking hate my life depression is a disease