Married someone who doesn’t always treat me well. I don’t know how to feel about it. He can be very sweet, loving, and caring but over the years he started to display anger issues. I assume they come from his mother letting him disrespect her verbally for years and just get very angry so he also has no emotional regulation skills. You’d think someone would leave but I feel so alone and hard to get along with. I also do love him. Aside from him I don’t really have anyone. Im autistic it’s mild and my speaking difficulties cause most other people treat me like im severely disabled because they see something’s slightly different about me so they just assume I’m disabled enough to talk down to even though I’m just too nervous to actually talk correctly. If he were constantly bad I wouldn’t make this decision, and I feel he treats me like someone on his level. I really wish he would get help so things wouldn’t be so hard to endure but he doesn’t see anything wrong with his behavior.