I didn’t expected you to be this Bad . I was always thinking you are a good person cuz i can understand vibes but i don’t know you did that ? Cuz of jealousy ? . Deep down i know you don’t like me talking to him cuz i have seen your jealous face . I know when you can’t control yourself and just say it angrily haha . I love you not going to lie. I always think about you even yesterday when i was on roads i was thinking about you . In a good way obviously . I know you don’t care at all but you do care about me i know that . I hope i can see you soon . Cuz m just your worker but for me you are my happy place. I try to run away from here and come there . I hope tomarrow i can come n join you . You know i can’t belive how far i have come in my studies but at this point i am not ready to finish it. I feel like i just can’t. But i will do out hopefully i just need some motivation. You know it’s like 2 am but still i m thinking about the race and thinking about your smile.