Someone that i considered a friend wrote a fanfic shipping me with a real person that she knows i absolutely despise. She has written fanfics shipping real people before, and its always exclusively smut, so I assume the fanfic that involves me and that person i hate is also smut. Its almost as if she doesnt see me as a real person with feelings, but as some kind of character. Or worse, an object. What she did with my image shows what disgusting lengths she will go for her own entertainment. She has also bodyshamed me in the past making fun of my chest and repeatedly saying that the old math teacher has a bigger chest than me. She also invites everyone in my friendgroup to do fun activities, except for me. She makes those plans right in front of my face, and i dont know if she is just apathetic or cruel. She also calls me weird and autistic in order to insult me and she is ableist in general. I want to confront her but its scary...