I live with one of my sisters and it is mentally taxing. I’ve always tried my best to be a good sister and yet she despises me. Just being around her I can feel her hatred towards me and almost like she sucks the energy from my body. We have other siblings but she has no problem with them or even if they tell her off she doesn’t get too bothered but if I say anything or even try to defend myself she’ll start a fight and say some really cruel things and make up lies. She’s even told me I should kill myself before and I would never tell that to anyone especially not my own sister. She’s constantly mumbling under her breath and saying things that are not true. And the worst thing is that she later act like nothing happened and wants to go out or watch tv together. I’m not one to hold a grudge but her attitude towards me is not something that I can overlook.