had this friend for years. things happened between us and i had to call it out because i wanted for us to talk things out instead of just letting time make it worse. thing is, by that confrontation it only got worse and i feel like im at fault for it. now they wont even reply when i asked if they still wanted to work things out. i dont want it to end the way its ending right now because they matter so much to me and this whole bad situation between us isnt enough for me to just forget everything weve been through, but i cant just make things okay on my own and theyve shown that they themselves dont want to do that. im currently writing a farewell message as a means to properly end things, to apologize on my end and to thank them for everything despite the situation going on, and im struggling on sending it because i dont want to make them carry my feelings anymore because i know i can be too much. and part of me doesnt want everything to end. i did everything i could, it wasnt enough.