im scared that school wont go back to normal that im just going to be different forever I don't want to change district I don't want to move I just want to stay put and keep doing what works for ma im tired of the changes and having to make up solutions to just have a basic right of education I don't want to move to a house with no memerys and just beaause times get tough or rocky doesn't mean you give up on a kid I don't know what to do im just scared and its eating me away and its gotten to the point that I was counting down the days and now im pushing them away hoping they don't come im praying and hoping things get fixed and nothing changes I can't move svfhools again all of my memories were in this house my neighbor is my best friend I can't leaver her I don't think I could take that too I babysit for my neibores what would happen they would get new sitter and I wouldn't get to watch them grow. I wouldn't be able to bike around those familiar hills everything would change-I cant.