this is a non issue but I feel like my friend doesn't like me much. I've asked if she talks about me to her best friends just like she talks to me about them. She said no, but said I have a "special place" in her heart. I think it's bs. Anyway. Now the other day I asked if we could meet up, she said she couldn't (cause she's seeing diff ppl everyday and has a full planning) but said we could see at an 'event' the next day. I asked if she was going with other people and I'm glad I asked cause she said yeah her best friends would be there. I made up an excuse, because I have social anxiety and don't like hanging out with ppl idk (she knows btw). So we agreed on another day. Going to watch the sunset next week. She texts me this afternoon asking if I'm free cause one of her friends must've cancelled. I said we'd meet up next week (implying we made plans already), and she said "sure! to do what??". She forgot. And it makes me sad. I could've ended up alone at the beach watching the sunset.