I've been putting up with it but I see absolutely no benefit whatsoever to staying alive, and I mean that in a completely rational way. I think I'm spiritually an extinctionist but i lwk struggle to gaf about all of this so I don't know. I have no friends, because it's not like I want them, I just feel so sick that it all is meaningless and stupid, and I AM SO TIRED but i'm sixteen. I can't even imagine how much the despair thickens with age, also everyone is a misogynist and I think I really fucking hate everyone